Clean Report 11.18.25

Well, today the official word arrived: a clean test, a small but welcome victory. And so, at last, I am free to partake in my Legal Choice—a name I shall use from this day forward. At high noon I’ll begin gently, with 25 mg, and from there I’ll watch closely, listening for any shift, any whisper of change as this next chapter quietly unfolds.

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  1. M. ToddNovember 18, 2025 at 10:52 AM

    Waited until 1PM to take it. By 1:50p it was kicking in stronger than expected :0.

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  2. M. ToddNovember 18, 2025 at 11:32 AM

    2:32p Zoomin'

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  3. M. ToddNovember 18, 2025 at 11:35 AM

    Dialed Greg. No VM set up. Wtf.

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  4. M. ToddNovember 18, 2025 at 11:36 AM

    For some reason, this is recording in PST. I'm already adjusting to the new Zone, it seems.

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  5. M. ToddNovember 18, 2025 at 12:45 PM

    3:33p Been long chatting with the girls. That is one big difference. It opens up my desire to communicate. I see that as positive.

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  6. M. ToddNovember 18, 2025 at 3:23 PM

    6:19p Still soaring high. Worked on my leaf transport system. Proved the concept. I technically have two more evening x 1.5 hours to devote to more leaves leaving, weather permitting. In case I don't post again tonight, I think I need to trim the daily dosage back to 10 or 12.5 mg. 25 is too intense for daily living. Can't believe I built up a tolerance of 50 mg a day. This is why I need to journal--to hold myself in check.

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