The Beginning
This is the first entry in what I hope will become my outlet. So much to say. The best time to write is in the morning--early, before the world awakens. I don't know who I am talking to. I don't know who will read this, or when. This if for me. Sonny is gone now. We knew the day was coming, but it still seemed farther off. Now we are free to move forward with whatever life we have remaining. That is the ultimate mystery. It's hard not to worry about those we love on a daily basis. So much pain and sickness and death all around us. The cash situation is tight right now. Spent a lot in December, which gave me much joy. Now I need to catch up. Hopefully the side hustle will pick up in January. The next weeks and months will be challenging. Need to get the condo cleaned up and ready for sale. The old pickup and a generator are at the top of the list if we are going to make it through the winter. Having the kids here for their short visit was bittersweet. Having th